Welcome 2011

31th December 2010

一年前的今天，跟今天一样，我在电脑前写感言。。

感谢主过去一年的保守，我长大了不少。。。

今天中午，去苯珍收钱的路上，我祷告上帝：主啊！求您赐孩子智慧，晓得如何收账，愿你一路带领，若收到，今天就写日记纪念主的看顾。。

我写了。。。哈哈，感恩。。不凭自己的智慧，不凭自己的能力，上帝一路带领，靠着人口带路机Eunice，我平安抵达，人也在，气氛很好，钱也收了。。感谢主。。。

新的一年，新的希望，2011年，展现实力的一年，我的祷告跟今天一样：愿主一路带领孩子2011年。奉耶稣圣名祷告，阿门。。。

Finance Plan 2011

30th December 2010, Thursday..

Thanks God, the salary is out before New Year!! Such a good news for us, hope the next month got more surprises for us again.

After a night thinking, I rethink the finance status of me, is time to change the attitude toward the money, i need to be master of finance. so i decided to plan:

1) Maybank: use for Company Petty Cash.

2) Public Bank: for the own using.

3) Agro Bank: Safety account,every month the balance for the public bank will transfer to the Agro Bank.

New Year New Hope

26th December 2010, First Sunday after Christmas...

Yesterday, 25th December, which is Jesus Christ's Birthday..Full of Blessing..Give Thanks to the Lord...

One Year again..I need to set another new goal..before set goal..let me discuss the past one year

2010 Plan
Golden Word 2010: “人心筹算自己的道路，唯耶和华看顾他的脚步”箴言16章9节
Vision 2010: Become a Success Person in front of God..
Mission 2010: Use myself to tell the story of God..

Hope for work:
I hope that I can contribute myself to the Apex company...and I hope that I really can be perform in front all the people...I wish to contribute my knowledge that I had learn in UTAR. I dun wish to waste it....

四大原则2010
1）事奉要做好
2）工作要完好
3）运动不可少
4) 身子要照到

For the Golden Word2010: It is True...no matter how i plan for myself, god will always guide me with His Will.

Vision 2010: I am not perfect success as i know..i am also can't fully control myself, i know my pray is not enough, I am wrong as i know..May You be my Helper...Lord

Mission 2010: I am proud to say that I am a story teller for the company even though they still dun believe the eternal life.

Hope for work:

Well done, Hong Kwang, you are success to achieve the hope...you are not wasted..Thanks God..

四大原则2010
1）事奉要做好: not complete

2）工作要完好: still ok
3）运动不可少: no enough
4) 身子要照到: thanks God for Care...

Above is my summary for the 2010...

Here is my plan for the New Future 2011..

Plan of 2011..

Golden Word 2011: 我儿，要留心我智慧的话语，侧耳听我聪明的言词，为要使你谨守谋略，嘴唇保存知识。箴言5章1节
Vision 2011: Become a Success Person in front of God..
Mission 2011: Use myself to tell the story of God..

四大原则2010
1）上帝不能少

2）工作要分好
3）运动一定要
4) 身子才顾到

2010即将过去，所犯的恶，请别再犯了，所行的善，继续行吧！施比受更有福。。那原本有的，还要加给他。。

愿天父带领孩子一家在新的一年：平安喜乐，阿门。。

两位天使

传说在两千多年前，天堂里发生了一件大事！有一位重要人物要被派下凡间。

这个时候，天堂大门里传来了两把声音，他们是看守天堂的天使史蒂芬和霍华德

我的2010

19th December 2010 Sunday。

再过几天，就是救主耶稣降生的日子，耶稣的降生也意味着新的一年已临到。

常常会问，2010干了什么大事？

每一天都是祝福。。。

去年的圣诞，我刚刚找到工，也就是现在这份。。一年了。。从什么都不会。。到什么都得会才行。

就用几点来分享2010 吧！！

家庭：感谢主，一切平安。。有您的带领，没何事是好怕的。。阿川工作又一年了，得为着他的未来，感情，灵命，一家人的关心交托主恩手。阿源，再2010年也有很好的工作，并将他一家的灵命特别交托，尤其是二嫂。。请主带领。。阿龙很好，愿主保守他的健康。还有阿慧和阿珊的灵命。。请主教导。。。

工作：忙盲莽了一年，本该会的，会了，不会的，也回了，有了一年的底，第二年才是我真正发挥的时间。。救主加添孩子心力来完成不可年的事。。愿主的福音也降临在Apex 里头。阿门。

身体：感谢主，我的高血压在主的保守下，已得康复。。哈勒路亚！！！感激于无言间。。。

朋友：好久没有联络了。。好希望在新的一年，有很好的聚会。。。愿主看顾，阿门

感动圣诞

13th December 2010

眼泪，随着诗歌流了下来。。每唱一句。。暖暖关心送到心里。。

感动，因为我曾经试过，我了解其中含义。。

感谢主，在这有限的时间上，给我无限希望。。

哪怕是那么不专心的祷告。。他。。也听到并给于。。

生命不胜于饮食吗？且看天上的飞鸟。。也不种，也不收，天父尚且养活他，何况他的儿子呢？

感谢主的保守。。

给与我：

敬拜的机会，康复的身体，美好的家庭和无限的爱。。

谢谢您我主耶稣。我爱你，阿门

2011...

4th December 2010

Had a good rest for the noon, what a blessful half day. Thanks God

Time as sorrow...shoot....>>>December already...

One year already...fast and busy year for the conclude eventhough maybe i am not the best person 2o10..but i know I am well done in front most of us..especially You,My Lord.

calculated for the past one month expenses, I am negative income for the past..need to rethinking what is the best way to turn back the situation.

Had a good learning from Kenny Guan.. Even though the attitude bukan sangat baik, but hati baik, the teaching also is true, need to use your heart to pass down everything...

Dear God, review the past one year, I am often be late, not use heart enough, even thought i am quite hardworking, but I know I already break the rules already..

One year, is the foundation to let me know more of the society..need to more alert in the future 2011...Thanks God give me chance to change and give me knowledge to know more about my status, need to write a report for LIM HONG KWANG 2010 in the next diary..

我有梦想吗？

21th November 2010

我有梦想吗？我有，我的梦想在老早就已写了下来。。慢慢的被掩埋了。。

追着追着。。我的跑道好像有点歪了。。。记忆也越来越模糊。。有时会想，我到底在做什么？

知道上帝，认识上帝，明白上帝。。当却常常不关心上帝。。。把起初的爱也乱乱放了。。

看着圣经，有时明白，有时迷糊。。。

主啊!!求你引导我。。我很累。。很累。。我要回到那最初的我。。请你让我知道到底要我做什么。。

工作，就如以往，时间久了，人也就熟了。。工也顺了。。但也忙了。。不要要求前面的日子领到多少，但要求学到多少。。我并不懒惰我知道，我也知道许多人生方程式。。

说着说着，无言以对。。明明白白我心意的惟有耶稣基督我的主。。愿您带领孩子一生。阿门

完美的一天

17th November 2010, Hari Haji.

Have a good day with qian haw, jun hong & shi jian (a new friend)。

finally found the duck that we miss for few years..

eat around RM60 for 4 person, quite nice, i still pack half duck back home.

Have a good sharing with qian haw, know that what is his mind about his job and share my job with he.learn more about that.

I am improve....

Scolded by CC, I know I am fault, but not totally lah.. Cannot Blame me de mah...Haha, since you want blame, then blame loh, what i do is good for company...

After sleep for a day, it still be a Brand New Day!! Cheer!! Hong Kwang, God know you can de ...Dun worry, just put everything to God, I will Lead you out of Egypt....Amen

This is the 67th Diary already.....

人，自由，犯罪，服从，平安，人的限度。。

常常听到：上帝为什么要放自由在人的心中。。这里有个故事与我分享

Toyota 造一辆车，这辆车有方向盘，他能左右摆动，南北穿行。。只要方向盘握得好，行在安全的速度里，内部构造有顾好，时时更换坏的零件，加油打气，内部干净，外表光鲜，不管南极或北极，平安伴随您。你若不安全驾驶，末日不远矣。。

车就是车，它若想飞，他也无能为力，除非他装翅膀，不然车不能飞。但这时扫数。惟有造车的人才了解车的性能。车总有自己的极限，不管多厉害跑，他还是车。。。。。

上帝何等伟大呀！！阿门

道德一席话

1st November 2010 Monday

完成了IOI Puchong 的店面。。已经是午夜了。。

说了一些有点无聊的话，无聊了。。

道德：什么是上帝？

我：只有拥有，你我还为存在，他已存在，你我不在，他还在。。他创造天地万物包括你和我。。他是上帝。。

道德：我很敬佩你的神，他使我没办法辩驳，他是哲学家。。

Alicia：身边的朋友一直讲，信主得永生，上天堂，很霸道咯。。

圣经好像一本完整的故事书，你我的并不完整，惟有基督的故事书是完整的。。。。

是对与错的指示，没有灰色地带。。照着行就可定不会错！！

一字一句的被我听了进去。。感谢主！！虽然道德并不明白。。但感恩上帝垂听我的祷告。。因我不能去教会，愿主让孩子能向身边的同事学习主的样式。。他所说的不就是上帝要我听得吗?

虽让简单，但也不简单。。这就是上帝的爱。。感恩上帝能让孩子把自己的见证分享给他们听，也感恩让我听到了上帝的恩典。。何等的感动。。感谢主的安排。您的安排何等奇妙。。虽然他们不明白，但我知道，种子已经进了他们的心中，人若依着自己的能力。。再有本事也是徒然。。惟有能在主的爱中得到恩典，那白白的来得恩典，方能知道何为感恩，平安。。喜乐。。。。。谢谢您，我的主，你的心思何其的细。。你的话语让我不得不信你！阿门

251010

251010

好久没有写日记了。。

看一下日期，又是25号了。。

完成了Mid Valley 和Danga 的Fair。。惨败告终。。

人生总有不如意事，难免会发牢骚，抱怨。。

我深信拥有适当的抱怨是很正常的，抱怨不一定是负面的表现。。只是压力的抒发。。

上帝不需我们坚强，且要求我们依靠他。。就像小孩依偎父母一样。顺服是最大的考验。。

当我知道riona 的背景。。忧伤的灵。。上帝要医治，要刚强，要释放。。

我很得空？酱也好，只要做好自己的本分，再加上一些而外的表现，我就是人才，只要上帝看到就行了。。人生路很长，不一定只做一件事，还有很多事在等着我。。。

愿主保守看顾孩子的心，灵，健康平安。。阿门…………

101010

11th October 2010 Monday...

2010年10月10号，大家都认定是好日子。。我也是。。而且很难忘。。

这个时候，我在KL。。。

有一个美好的主日，感谢上帝聆听我的祷告，让我能很自在的领受主的道。。先求他的国和他的义。。要为国家来祷告。。

去吧生收拾摊位，本以为走对路。。却越走越偏。。最后因着害怕。。我 U Turn。。

人生不常也这样？以为自己就是对的。越走越不对。。若此时你能悔改。。你就还来得及。。怕是怕你不知道什么是错。。

预订五点从KL回家的行程延迟两个小时。。七点出门，本以为11点回到家。。八点半左右开始塞车。。一直到一点半，我还在马六甲。。15个生命。。瞬间消失不见。。40多个伤者不是发生了什么是。。新仁也在里面。。看着被撞毁的车辆。。突然很不是滋味。。人活着，到底是为了什么？他们得到救恩了吗？他们认识上帝吗？2012还没来。。大伙却已早走了。。这就是人生。。

但当你知道你活着是为着上帝的缘故。。你的人生才有意义。。。

要知道自己在上帝面前的角色是什么？问世关键。。我有常常安静己心求问上帝吗？还是自作聪明，边问边答？

我常常埋怨，我知道我也是很负面，我知道我要活出上帝的见证。。但这两者是对立的。。我真的活出来了吗？

求助帮助。。阿门

我要祷告

26th September 2010

One more Sunday I work again...

already is the third weeks that i haven't rest yet..

my heart is tired...

feel helpless...

but Thanks God..

Today I got share one thing with Kui Ling, new staff from Batu.

I said: You know why i believe Jesus? Because He keep the promises, no matter what i pray, He always fulfill me with the best..

She kept the words in her heart..Thanks God.

Last Sunday, I also got tried the power of pray..I know pray is a very useful method to share my idea with God..So I want to pray:

Dear God, May Your Kingdom come , My Lord, Please rescue me out from work on Sunday, I know You know this is the day for me to worship You.I know You always keep on eyes with me,no matter how down or how high with the life, you always beside me...dear God, May You open my eyes, my ear and my heart, and use my internal heart to see what is real and false, Direct me in the future..You are the truly God that I only believe in, You are the King of Kings,Lord of Lords..only You know me. Please let me know more about Your Plan of my way..

Lord, Please direct me with Your Holy Spirit, I pass all my life in front You..I will follow Your Path, May you give me wisdom...The Pray is with the Holy name of Jesus..Amen

我又撞车了V

14th September 2010 Tuesday.

Today, I knock the car's back at Sutera Mall....feeling not good...dun know want to say what..
count count, already is the forth time that meet the accident in the year...why..
See the daily bread, God look for every moment every things...
Thanks God that I am safe...thanks God that was just a small accident..even though is new car..
Tomorrow need to go KL again.
May You look about my way...give me power give me strength,alot of times i thinking about: is it a punish for me? I know I am sinful..but I also know God is Love..full of Love..
You never do this to me..is my careless..but You care about my life, know i need go to KL, give me father to help me repair..give me time to think about You...I need You in my life, wihout You I am nothing...Please let me know more about You..I dun want be a heartless man..I belong to You..Please..let me go to worship You in this coming Sunday.I know You always there...May Your Kingdom come...May You Direct..Amen

美满人生

7th September 2010

今天罗先生问：你的人生美满吗？
答：满美满的。。
罗：。。。。
哈哈哈。。。
人生若不知足，就什么的不满。。我以前也不满。。。但看到上帝的大能。。方才知道人活着到底为了什么？

目标要有，但也要时时感恩。。。人生今日不知明天事。。时时感恩，做人才不白活。。

凡听见就去行

7th September 2010

“凡听见我的话就去行的，好比一个聪明人，把房子盖在磐石上。”马太7：24

要不是多睡那十分钟，我也不会被骂，怪谁？自己咯。。。哈哈
人生总不如意事十之八九，但耶稣也说：不要放弃，只要活着，人生就有希望。。
知道自己懒，也喜欢抱怨。。本知这是不好之举，但主呀!我的软落，我也不想呀。。
与其常常迟到，不如常常早到。
与其常常睡迟，不如常常早起。
与其毫无准备，不如准备就绪。
与其蒙蒙糊糊，不如精明醒目。
流泪撒种的，必欢呼收割！！！

愿林丰光紧记于心，阿门

Busy Life....

31th August 2010, Hari Merdeka Malaysia 53th Years old.

Wah!! So fast Merdeka Day liao.....I am old also..
Tomorrow is 1st September again...
I work for eight months already..
Tomorrow start for another month.
I am busy for the past month,but i know i will be more busy on september.
Thanks God i can have a full day off...
A lot of ppl say i am change...become more good liao..
but really for me?i dun know.
I always still got that kind of evil thinking....i know this is natural, but how can't i cannot control myself?
Freedom is stop do anything that you dun wish to do in this society...
May God give me power to step over the month of September..Amen

到底谁可怜？

24th August 2010

昨天晚上，跟妈妈去南院看斯密特牧师的生命激励讲座。。感恩现场看到Alicia和惠敏两位同事。
感恩，他们两对昨夜的演讲很是激赏。

看着来自德国的牧师，第一次听德语讲道。。也真是很感恩。

听完整场讲座，回想一下，到底是自己看不起自己，还是人家看不起我们？

一个没有两个完好手臂的人，本以为会成为世界的负担，但因为自己不放弃自己，造就上帝在他身上彰显上帝的荣耀，为着世界带来无限的期望，成为挑重担之人。

所以，无论这个世界如何抛弃你，总不能放弃自己。。上帝的恩典一直都在等你来支取。。。从不吝啬。。阿门

起初的信心

21th August 2010,Sunday

Thanks God today i can worship You^^
Thanks God give me the chance to hear the testimonial about the pastor Yu.
Actually nothing is difficult in front God.
Only we always suspect God...
What the Lord promise already write in the bible..what Him promises sure will be fulfill.
what we can do now is Believe...
Review the diary from January..what i can feel is, everything is good..
The confident now is smaller than last time when i just came to the company.
Thanks God that You give me mother and brother as my shield to protect my work.
be my energy to work forward in the beauty line.
I know in the status now that i maybe earn not that much, but i still believe that this job can let me gain a lot of experience, experience this thing is the most precious gift that God give me, never got people can snatch from me..Halleluya...
Thanks God today the sermons is very very good.Thanks God Ah lian aunty got touch in her heart.if not Your spirit, all of us won't cry in the deepest heart.
Just found out, the man in front God is so weak and so cute, just like a small baby in front a mature man...The brother in church always cry like the baby..only in church you just can see..
I am one of the members of cry baby as well.God, Please let me learn more about You..
I Love You my Lord^^ Amen

S 2800?

16th August 2010

Is another Sunday again... But thanks God today i can worship You with Prepaid Heart.
I dun know when You will come, but i know i need to prepaid my heart to wait You..

Today have some small trouble in the hall.. century partners seem like want to destroy wendy future..what a good lesson for the company as well.

I know maybe I am bad to company, but I know this is not wrong for the partner in the shop.they do the right things.everyone's time is the same precious in front God..

today Yuki ask me, u bukan want go with Leon? how come i need to go? is it apex really bad to me?

yesterday boss just told me, i am study the right course in the uni,I also think so...haha..this is what God plan for me.

Boss wish to use PR tactic to attract the market in the future.. This is a good plan and good decision..PR always do the right thing...

ask me go to find people, but never offer me good offer.sometime, i also think got something wrong.yesterday Kenny tell family and ask me send resume to sg company for S2800 dollar salary..really high loh...is it my way? I also dun know, but the salary really attrative me..in the future few years i also dun know when can i get the paid?

use PR to promote the brand is a smart way, I also hope that i can do it..but also wish the salary can be improve in the same way..

S2800 really is a good offer, i know i will try it....but everything in Your Hand, my beloved God..You are Great and Love, You always know my way....Amen

成功为何物？

8th August 2010 ^UTAR Graduate one Year anniversary^

罗太说：人要成功，就一定要有目标。不要成为草莓族。只想拜六礼拜休息之非常愚蠢的。

我说：你说的是。

良心：休息拜六礼拜就不能成功吗？上帝创造天地，六天工作，第七日安息。你们要休息，要知道我是上帝。。

全世界公认的休息天。。你却当它没到。。若拿永恒跟短暂对换，那我岂不是亏大了？

虽说这里是马来西亚，不是澳洲。但我却非常欣赏他们的做法。礼拜天的街道空荡荡。。他们礼拜天多数没有做，马来西亚多数有做，为何经济上却还是熟人很多？我称这为上帝法则。。

若你要我背弃永恒的目标，追随那短暂却不能永远拥有的成功。这样对吗？

成功的人最多不是朴告比别人大一点而已？但那些没有朴告却灵魂的就的人。哪个成功？

我很多事都不明白，但我深知，若是放弃对的原则，那不管你多么成功也是徒然无功的。。愿主保守看顾孩子的心，向着标杆知跑，达到那最后的荣耀。。愿孩子能在这一群不认识您的人中，彰显您的荣耀，Amen。

又是礼拜天

30th July 2010

Today is the last day of july...tomoro is 1st august.
when reach 1st August.. I am officially work for eight months already.
Is not a bad way for me to grow..
But have a bad feeling again..Sunday work again..somesay learn new things.
I know Sunday is the day that God set for us to worship HIM.
everyone know is holiday, but how come boss like work in Sunday again??
sometime I really dun like the feel.. I know God know my feel..
I am feeling not that well..

God, please hear about my pray..I know I am often disobey in front You.
I know Sunday shouldn't work.
I know in the world i need to obey my master in the world as i obey You.
God, can you let my boss know about You>?
I know this is possible.. Because You are God..
then i can have a safety heart to worship You..
May my Lord give me strength to face everyday challenge.. May God change my heart to face the evil world. I want be a good disiple in front of You..

May my dear Lord Jesus bring me full of power and wisdom to solve all the problem...May You Direct me in the front of future..

God, I need You every moment. Your Bless is the sweestest fruit to me^^Amen

New Mission?

25th July 2010

Today is Liew Pei Yee Birthday.. May God bless you..still remember last time u still in my dream girl list..but dun know why, the feel seem like gone for a quite long time..haha

God Create the world for human, is let us manage the world and protect It. doesn't mean we got the right to destroy it.

Today when i walk to the shop and buy the suan mei. I saw a lot of rubbish along the way, in the park.. I count in my heart, how many bags of big plastic bag just enough to fill the rubbish that the public throw?really is a big amount for the rubbish.

Suddenly I think about of God. what can we do to the society?

Pastors always ask us share the gospel to the public, we know we need do it, but sometime we dun have a good channel to do it. so suddenly i saw the rubbish...

May we have a team to do the rubbish cleaner in the public park?if we continuous do it, it must be a good testimonial in the society, It will be a good action to let the public, government aware us and respect us.

what the team form from? the team is form by all the churhs, we need everyone to do it, especially in the group of teenagers? This is a good chance to re-educate the teenagers, and I hope God will bless the group and let the group be bigger because a lot of teenagers also join us to do the activities. I know not easy but we need have a start begin.

May God give me a chance to share the mission to the church...i know if is Your will. You sure will lead me..guarantee..Amen^^

Chase the target..

21th July 2o1o

few more day later, then i already for APEX eight months liao.
My target still blur blur..
not that clear than before.
Dun know my way still is in the right way or not.
But I know if let say I dun dare to move forward. Then I really don't know the line that I draw in the past eight months is straight or not.
Maybe right, Maybe wrong..Who know? I know God Know.
Thanks God still give me strenght everyday to move. I know this is a good situation to train me.
I know this is Good. But I also can feel this job already consume alot of my time.
God, always got this kind of feel. how come I am the distance with you suddenly become so much?
I know this is not a good signal. I also wish have a good relationship with you again like before.
I know You still love me. I also know You still in my heart. but i suddenly dun know how to express my heart to you. only through this blog to share my love to you.
You know my way, my final destination.You are my target. I am chase to You.
May You open your hands and hug me in your warmest arm.
I know You will.
God, I love You..Please waiting for me, or maybe is I walk too fast. I am willing to slow down.
Please show me your love and your way in front me. please lead me in the front. You are my saviour my love. Amen^^

Stock Trading?

Suddenly got the feel want to invest the stock.
but i know the time haven't come yet.
must prepaid my heart first, wait me save enough money first.I think next year suppose is a good preparation for me. I need to study more and more abt the stock.what is the step and what to do, I need to study more before I step in. This is my new year wish. is time for me to remind myself again. Thanks God. Everything do in front of God. May You direct my way. let me got more wisdom to do that. Amen^^

Move Faster

2nd July 2010

Just now msn with Da Bao..
Suddenly I type out:is time to move faster..
what is the mean for me suddenly?
I think this is a good signal for me to change the attitude
review so much story of successful rich man.
what they always doing is doing first than other.
Future= Think+ Creative+ Execute
Future of I haven't sure yet..somemore future is the decision of God.
But I can think about it. Future actually never come. But future must Come.
I know is time for me to move faster. I can't stay like that. I got promise that I wish to use money to support the work of God.. It haven't reach yet.I want be the worker that praise by He.May You direct me.. Amen

my spirit not around?

1st July 2010

Today is the 7th month that I work in APEX.
consider old worker already, Ivy and Mong Lan leave us today. got one more new colleague call huimin if not wrong.
The employment system for APEX is too rush...only leave few old worker to hand over all the game.

Today Robert tell me: how come recently you work dun have the spirit?
Is it? I am not sure.. what I can say is: Maybe too tired for me work everyday.somemore the work is not that challenging enough.so today i take two days leave until sunday..Hurray!!
I am appreciate that i can study some story regarding CEO story. Thanks God let me know the story about lee ka sheng. only 21 but already got the bau of great man.

I know this month is a good month for me to present myself. Malay Market, is my next project need to explore...May Holy spirit give me power and same work with me.. Thank You Lord.. You Lead me^^Amen

七月就在眼前。。。

30th June 2010

再过四个小时，七月就到来了。。林丰光。你做了什么？
看似很风光，但，你的内心呢？有时有点看不透。。
看着Robert忙忙碌碌，他，赚很多吗？我不知道。
我也很忙，我赚很多？哈哈，没有。
美容院的经营方式，就是不断开拓新市场。。不能断，不能歇，一歇就会死。其实很多行业也是如此。
正面思想，是我这几个月学到的最大功课。看似很简单，但行出来却不容易。要成功，必要有正面的想法，感谢主，我认识了你，我的信心，从你而来。你是我最正面的来源。唯有依靠主，方能成事。
七月，是一个新的开始，每天保持愉快的心情，就是上帝灌溉能力的开始。Amen…………

Is time to change!!

28th June 2010

Is time for me to change..
such a long time doing roadshows..
It wasn't the best way for me to do that as I know in my deep heart.
I know I will be change.
but I also know everyday is God give me.the chance i need to grab every moments.
I dun want be a lazy worker.I must be a good performance worker in front my God.
May God direct me and let me think more about what He thinking about of my way^^Amen

Airtrek进院了

27th June 2010

伴随七年的Airtrek,终于在今天下午突然瘫痪。不能动了。
当我听到这消息时，很惊讶。。
看着慧珊给我看的短片，它还是很好看呀，加上最近换了轮胎，感觉不错。
但为何偏偏这时会有问题？
传道书说：生有时，死有时，天下万物都有定时。
没有什么可以怪的，唯有祷告上帝这件事不会花费太高。。愿上帝的恩惠慈爱常与孩子们同在，愿主保守看顾Airtrek.Amen

信心

23 june 2010

信心不足？

办了很多场roadshow.总觉得对roadshow少了那一份当初的感觉。。。roadshow 是一个了不起的工作。。但不知为何最近就是那么的没力。。。总是开始不相信自己能卖到很多张票。
，
耶稣说： 只要你的信心有芥菜种那么大，你就能叫这座山移开就移开。
看是很简单，但这句话里却拥有很深的含义。。常常思考这句话。。人若无信，就不能见上帝的面。这信又是什么？

罗先生常说我信心不足。。。我赞成，但我不就此倒下。任物既然交给我了。。我唯有去完成，因为这是上帝交代我的，并且上帝会与我同行。。愿我主耶稣的恩惠，上帝的慈爱，常与孩子同行，并加天孩子力量，工作灵命都与孩子同在。。阿门…………

腓力比书3：13

6 June 2010

忘记背后，努力面前，向着标竿直跑。是今天的讲题，也是我这个礼拜的主题，感谢主。
谢谢杨牧师的讲章，让我得到造就。人生的方向已确定，美容这一行我是没有走错的。哈勒路亚！！

虽然现在薪水不是很高，但将来必能得到很好的回报。
虽然现在职位不高，但未来必有高位等待着我。
虽然现在需要在礼拜开工，但我相信我主必能让我在礼拜天安息。

忘记背后，努力面前。。阿光。。你是行的～！！！加油…………Amen

我在APEX的日子（第六篇）

1 June 2010

Today is my sixth month work in APEX.
today me, Robert and boss go to KL visit new store.
Sunway Giza,quite a nice shopping mall in the Damansara.
even though not that big,but pretty enough.
Is a good chance for us to expand the business.
I am pity to Leon that he having a lot of burden for his family.
I am thankful that I am different then him.
But I pray to God that please help Leon, such a nice person,God,Please open his eyes to see his future.May You direct he to Your way.Amen.
This is a tired day,May You give me a nice rest..Amen

祝福你，主铃姐

想当年，你还在大专，大家在祷告会里为你祷告的事项就是：爱人。
经过几年时间，上帝终于允许我们的祷告，你结婚了。。。
从单身到结婚，我都参与。。真是感恩。。感谢主
在此祝福你。。愿你与Mark哥白头偕老，永结同心。阿门…………

20 May 2010

20th May 2010

Today is my Birthday^^ 23 years old birthday^^
Thanks God had a group of colleague celebrate with me^^

May all glories belong to God..
What I wish to take from God is Wisdom..
May You Guide my way in the front....May You Lead me^^ Amen

Busy busy busy working

10th May 2010

Finally turn to the last week for the preparation of Nardia Opening Ceremony.
First time organize the meeting as a chairmen in the company.
I know that there got a lot of elders are more capable than me.
I know this is the test
I can't miss the chance.
If I can't do it well.
Then I also dun have next time.
This is the way that I need to do
I give thanks that God give me a Vious..
Thanks God lead us in the right time and the right way.
I know my way is Bless and Blessing.
May God bless my Parents, Brothers and Sister^^ Amen

is it the Best choose??

8th May 2010

Today is Thomas' birthday. suppose be very happy.
but because a Camry 2.4. All the family become unhappy.
Three bro kena scold useless.
Airtrek continue pay, Camry 2.4 come again.
The door of home kena rebuilt.
170K+ 60K+ 5K=235K
I am useless as I know, I can't afford to pay so much eventhough is RM600.
I know in this status I can't say anything.
I already express out that I am concern my brother.
But the two blame he and her.
From my view, the status now is the best status.
No need to make any changes.
I just dun want the burden of Thomas become heavier.
Just like now then we already become very fortune already.
Why we need to do more xin ku>?
I can't understand. But I know my God know my feel and others' feel.
And I know what is the best for us.. May You direct my way^^Amen.
I pray for that Kenny will back to Home of You. May You bring he back home.
I know I am work now, I know I dun dare to drive the car. I know my parent and bro concern me.
I am grateful, I am thankful. But God, You know my will. Happy Birthday Thomas^^

我在APEX的日子(第五篇)

天将降大任于斯人也,必先苦其心志,劳其经骨,饿其体肤,空乏其身....
This is my express recently, what I can feel is like that.
I know God want use me to do big thing in this company.
I am grateful that I already start gain some respect in the company.
I know the way in front is hard for me. But I also know my way is brought by My God. He always know my need. What is the best for me.
I know You will lead me in the front become my light for the future. I know I need You, Amen^^

我在APEX的日子（第四篇）

1st April 2010

Today is the April Fool.
Today I carry around 35k cash.
Heard a bad news today. Sammy won't work soon..
Fly with Kino as well.
what a sad story..
today salary out.so fast..carry cash this time..
Busy...........
Tomorrow start roadshow....May God Bless Me^^
Dun know why can feel my parents wish me to switch the job..
May You Direct my way^^

感恩时刻记事本

10th March 2010.
人若不懂得感恩，他就不会喜乐。
人若懂得感恩。。他就会很有自由，快乐！
从明天起，感恩时刻记事本正是登场。
不管再小的事，我都要向主献上感恩。愿主保守…………啊们

我的2020

7th March 2010.

2010年，我二十三岁，2020年，我三十三岁。
2010年，我是一位市场执行人员，2020年，自己不创业，也得是经理级人物。
2010年，我单身，2020年，至少要有个女朋友吧！
2010年，我还年轻，2020年，人家都开始叫Uncle 了。
2010年，我什么都没有，2020年，我希望什么都有。
2010年，世界还没末日。2020年，我不知道世界末日了吗？
还有一个十年的时间，若还没末日，那就表示上帝要你加油。。。你还有许多是要为上帝奋斗！！加油！！丰光，你是行的！！愿主保守看顾，阿们！

Do or not Do

3rd March 2010.

Even though today is off, but I am still seem like On..
what a Hot day for today..
Guo An come for find me and talk about the insurance.
Seriously, the money is attract my eyes.
But I know It need the passion
Suddenly got an idea. use online to do the insurance business.
I need to write out the proposal.

Thanks God give me this chance to hear about it..
Just pack up my messy office bag.. tomorrow work again.
May You Direct my way, Amen^^

我在APEX的日子（第三篇）

1st March 2010..

So fast, enter to March already^^
work for two months already..
Thanks God for cover me in the past two months..
In the beginning of March, I am decided to start a new journey, start learn new thing, explore new matter..
Is a wonderful day for today..
Jingyi come to visit me today, so glad that she come.. but she is quite talk active loh..haha..but still ok.. Thanks God^^Amen

God with me^^

Today went to 异象教会worship Mighty God, this is my first time go there. Because afternoon still need to work.. But thanks God that He let me had a wonderful time with He.. I am touch and toucher.. when I hear the sound of piano, my tears is come down with uncontrolled...
But I know Holy Spirits is work on that time..
God Had a Plan for me, But I am still finding the format that God put on me. Maybe the time haven't reach yet.. so I waiting..
God is work with me.. He is together with me. No matter what things that I do.. He help me to remove the problem.. bring me over the difficult s...I know I am blesses...
No matter how, God, I Love You^^ Amen

28th February 2010.. One month again..

开工大吉

18th February 2010, Thursday..

Hello!! work, are you ready??
Even though I dun like to work, but no choice, still need to work..
What attitude that I need to present?? Confirm is Happy loh...
The Joyful Heart is the good medicine!!
Must happy you know??
Haha....Must Happy loh.. God will lead you every moment...
Dun worry, be happy...
Hahahahahahahahahahha..Leluya...................

New Year Gathering

17th February 2010, Wednesday.

Just like previous year, this year Chhs Hostel Gathering we got to Kluang for gathering as well, the feel is better than past years.. more satisfied..

This is the first year I got drive car go for the gathering, is more easy and convenient for me to arrange the time, and also this is a good matter for others as well.

we gather around 11am, around 12.30pm, we go back CHHS had a visit, we was surprise by the deveploment of school.. change a lot a alot... what we can see is: CHHS really is improve in the hardware..

Had a good bowling match with xiao ma, kim, peisheng, hong kai..
First time two game also over 100 marks.. Thanks God.

Had a nice movie with they as well,大兵小将is the movie that we saw today..

Around 7pm we also dismiss liao.. Thanks God we had a nice gathering...^^ Amen

My Plan 2010

This is the List of Plan that I will follow in the year 2010...

Duration: 1st March 2010 till 31th December 2010.

1) Study 3 useful books.
2) Review my previous marketing plan for my group of companies.
3) perform well in the company.
4) Everyday study bible at least one chapter.
5) Save at least RM 1000.
6) Buy a laptop.
7) Exercise..

New Year, New Me^^

14th February 2010, Chinese New Year, Valentines Day.

新的一年，新的开始，看完《十月围城》后，突然对自己有了点要求。
天将降大任于斯人也，必先劳其筋骨，苦其心志。。。
我不是孙中山，他的却是位伟人，一位上帝重用的仆人。。。
大伙的牺牲，是大众的将来，他们不牺牲，今天的中国就不存在。。
我林丰光，今年二十三岁，正式做工也只有一个月多一点的时间。。有时想想，有点虚空，还找不到我为何要打工的理由。。但这种生活即将结束。。我要开始计划我的未来。。人心凑算自己的道路，唯耶和华看顾他的脚步。我若不自己计划一下，要怎样要求上帝带领呢？
2010年，我要做什么？要达到什么目标？要拥有什么？要读多少本书？要创立多少间新的子公司？这些都需要策划，也要执行，不能墨守成规，一成不变，死板板，酱你铁定没有出头天。。
做人一定要有方向，目标，远见，意见和主见，不能离弃上帝的道，惟有他的话才是真理。。天赋集团的房角石即将有个底。。。丰光企业需要你的毅力与耐力才能成就。不能自满。。总要谦卑受教。。一定要有些好的习惯。。方能成就大业。。愿主带领，阿门…………

我在APEX的日子 （第二篇）

1st February 2010...

Today is the my anniversary, I already officially work for APEX one month full full.
Today is the last day that I finish the roadshow..
Thanks God that always care me in your hand, I am nothing in front you, but you care me as i know..Thank You give me the vouchers as I don't have confident to sell the vouchers, but your amazing grace let me saw the possible.. Halleluya...
Thanks God give me chance to share the gospel to few of the friends, especially shu hua.. May God lead her way...
Had a good dinper (dinner & Supper) from Mr Ooi, even though the result was not that good, but from my view I can consider this result is a good result... as a new brand in the Klang Market... somemore our stall was place in the wrong place..so the result i can consider is a good result already..tomorrow still need to go office and lock the door...May God bless us on the way.. May you lead me..Amen..

祝福

16th January 2010.

碍于星期日需要开工，所以今天星期六我去了真耶稣教会崇拜。
说真的，今天的讲道满有得着。却有点不习惯大伙的祷告方式。有点怕怕的感觉。震得很厉害。
人的祝福，听听就算，没有根基。
神的祝福，充充满满，福杯满溢，所给得比你所想的还要来得好，来得实在。
我们努力为一件事情冲刺，成功了，是因为上帝的允许。可别像外邦人，以为是自己的功劳。
愿一切荣耀颂赞都归于我们在天上全能的父上帝。
主的祝福，没有人能拿走，只要尊主旨意去行，你就是有福的。。。哈勒路亚！！阿门

松开我的手

2010年1月3日，2010年的第一个主日。

杨世福牧师，圣安德烈堂的新任暂会正。
给大家讲了一个信息《松开你的手》

我想要做个见证，就是遵行上帝的意思。奉献自己，不管是金钱或才能。
我不是要试探，只是要证明上帝老早在圣经里写的，只要遵行上帝旨意，必能得到上帝打开天窗的大大祝福！！我们常常就是信心不够。。。

回想过去，恩典同行，我不缺乏。感恩上帝。

愿主旨意成就，阿门！

我在APEX的日子

1st January 2010， 第 1 天

Today is my first day worked in Apex, everything consider good.
The company environment is good, still got provide uniforms and pants.
Just review about the products and nothing to do.

Lastly, Happy New Year Ya!!!^^ Hong Kwang