Chase the target..

21th July 2o1o

few more day later, then i already for APEX eight months liao.
My target still blur blur..
not that clear than before.
Dun know my way still is in the right way or not.
But I know if let say I dun dare to move forward. Then I really don't know the line that I draw in the past eight months is straight or not.
Maybe right, Maybe wrong..Who know? I know God Know.
Thanks God still give me strenght everyday to move. I know this is a good situation to train me.
I know this is Good. But I also can feel this job already consume alot of my time.
God, always got this kind of feel. how come I am the distance with you suddenly become so much?
I know this is not a good signal. I also wish have a good relationship with you again like before.
I know You still love me. I also know You still in my heart. but i suddenly dun know how to express my heart to you. only through this blog to share my love to you.
You know my way, my final destination.You are my target. I am chase to You.
May You open your hands and hug me in your warmest arm.
I know You will.
God, I love You..Please waiting for me, or maybe is I walk too fast. I am willing to slow down.
Please show me your love and your way in front me. please lead me in the front. You are my saviour my love. Amen^^