Saturday, July 31, 2010

又是礼拜天

30th July 2010

Today is the last day of july...tomoro is 1st august.
when reach 1st August.. I am officially work for eight months already.
Is not a bad way for me to grow..
But have a bad feeling again..Sunday work again..somesay learn new things.
I know Sunday is the day that God set for us to worship HIM.
everyone know is holiday, but how come boss like work in Sunday again??
sometime I really dun like the feel.. I know God know my feel..
I am feeling not that well..

God, please hear about my pray..I know I am often disobey in front You.
I know Sunday shouldn't work.
I know in the world i need to obey my master in the world as i obey You.
God, can you let my boss know about You>?
I know this is possible.. Because You are God..
then i can have a safety heart to worship You..
May my Lord give me strength to face everyday challenge.. May God change my heart to face the evil world. I want be a good disiple in front of You..

May my dear Lord Jesus bring me full of power and wisdom to solve all the problem...May You Direct me in the front of future..

God, I need You every moment. Your Bless is the sweestest fruit to me^^Amen

Sunday, July 25, 2010

New Mission?

25th July 2010

Today is Liew Pei Yee Birthday.. May God bless you..still remember last time u still in my dream girl list..but dun know why, the feel seem like gone for a quite long time..haha

God Create the world for human, is let us manage the world and protect It. doesn't mean we got the right to destroy it.

Today when i walk to the shop and buy the suan mei. I saw a lot of rubbish along the way, in the park.. I count in my heart, how many bags of big plastic bag just enough to fill the rubbish that the public throw?really is a big amount for the rubbish.

Suddenly I think about of God. what can we do to the society?

Pastors always ask us share the gospel to the public, we know we need do it, but sometime we dun have a good channel to do it. so suddenly i saw the rubbish...

May we have a team to do the rubbish cleaner in the public park?if we continuous do it, it must be a good testimonial in the society, It will be a good action to let the public, government aware us and respect us.

what the team form from? the team is form by all the churhs, we need everyone to do it, especially in the group of teenagers? This is a good chance to re-educate the teenagers, and I hope God will bless the group and let the group be bigger because a lot of teenagers also join us to do the activities. I know not easy but we need have a start begin.

May God give me a chance to share the mission to the church...i know if is Your will. You sure will lead me..guarantee..Amen^^

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Chase the target..

21th July 2o1o

few more day later, then i already for APEX eight months liao.
My target still blur blur..
not that clear than before.
Dun know my way still is in the right way or not.
But I know if let say I dun dare to move forward. Then I really don't know the line that I draw in the past eight months is straight or not.
Maybe right, Maybe wrong..Who know? I know God Know.
Thanks God still give me strenght everyday to move. I know this is a good situation to train me.
I know this is Good. But I also can feel this job already consume alot of my time.
God, always got this kind of feel. how come I am the distance with you suddenly become so much?
I know this is not a good signal. I also wish have a good relationship with you again like before.
I know You still love me. I also know You still in my heart. but i suddenly dun know how to express my heart to you. only through this blog to share my love to you.
You know my way, my final destination.You are my target. I am chase to You.
May You open your hands and hug me in your warmest arm.
I know You will.
God, I love You..Please waiting for me, or maybe is I walk too fast. I am willing to slow down.
Please show me your love and your way in front me. please lead me in the front. You are my saviour my love. Amen^^

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Stock Trading?

Suddenly got the feel want to invest the stock.
but i know the time haven't come yet.
must prepaid my heart first, wait me save enough money first.I think next year suppose is a good preparation for me. I need to study more and more abt the stock.what is the step and what to do, I need to study more before I step in. This is my new year wish. is time for me to remind myself again. Thanks God. Everything do in front of God. May You direct my way. let me got more wisdom to do that. Amen^^

Friday, July 2, 2010

Move Faster

2nd July 2010

Just now msn with Da Bao..
Suddenly I type out:is time to move faster..
what is the mean for me suddenly?
I think this is a good signal for me to change the attitude
review so much story of successful rich man.
what they always doing is doing first than other.
Future= Think+ Creative+ Execute
Future of I haven't sure yet..somemore future is the decision of God.
But I can think about it. Future actually never come. But future must Come.
I know is time for me to move faster. I can't stay like that. I got promise that I wish to use money to support the work of God.. It haven't reach yet.I want be the worker that praise by He.May You direct me.. Amen

Thursday, July 1, 2010

my spirit not around?

1st July 2010

Today is the 7th month that I work in APEX.
consider old worker already, Ivy and Mong Lan leave us today. got one more new colleague call huimin if not wrong.
The employment system for APEX is too rush...only leave few old worker to hand over all the game.

Today Robert tell me: how come recently you work dun have the spirit?
Is it? I am not sure.. what I can say is: Maybe too tired for me work everyday.somemore the work is not that challenging enough.so today i take two days leave until sunday..Hurray!!
I am appreciate that i can study some story regarding CEO story. Thanks God let me know the story about lee ka sheng. only 21 but already got the bau of great man.

I know this month is a good month for me to present myself. Malay Market, is my next project need to explore...May Holy spirit give me power and same work with me.. Thank You Lord.. You Lead me^^Amen